Colors of my blog

It was said that colors of our likings define our personality, and so is a blog wherein the prominent colors found here in speaks of my personality or goals of this blog.

When I was creating my template I opted for the color BLACK to be the overall background to signify my protest against sexual discrimination particularly that which LGBT community experiences. And that I will not relinquish anything or give up our fight. Titles of section are lettered in VIOLET which is a color preferred mostly by us but for me it is simply my desire to be understood by many. Blog post titles are colored BLUE because I long for our unification and your sensitivity to the topics whichever I discuss particularly concerning our whole being. RED texts defines my passion for life, leadership in my chosen field, and the power to steer my very existence in this world.

And last but not the least is the color GRAY for most of the texts which embodies that eventhough how much ambitious as I am I should still remain humble. Keep my feet on the ground. These are the colors of my blog, what are yours?

The power of thinking: patience

"I will allow unfinished business to take its own course for a while, and not force this issue. I will let go of my control and allow circumstances to show me the best course of action."

Have you ever.......?

Have you ever sneak up somebody before? I mean sexually, like putting your hands and grabbing a guys wang under the sheets or his drawers while his sleeping or drunk. Yeah it's really exhilarating at first, the thought of him hitting you when he wakes up or that he'll tell everybody what you were about to do with him. It's so scary but also very rewarding when the guy allow your advances. I've gotten my fare share of the same kind of experience and it turns out well just like in this movie:



It's a matter of making up a dialogue that'll he'll give in to your desires once he wakes up. Like for example; "Gusto kita at kailangan ko ito, sana wag mo akong bibiguin!" (I like you and I need this, I hope you won't fail me) those were my exact phrases when the guy woke up and I stopped sucking him to stare him in the eyes with a puppy look. I guess he could not say no for an answer, I am already gripping his thing on my hand. HEHEHEHEHH!

Show subtle signs that you like him so much before you got the chance to do this, look him directly in the eyes and then on his lips every once in awhile, then go stare at his bulge if there's an opportunity. Praise him about his looks and his body, and act on his indulgences. But of course, he has to know what you are already for this to be effective.

Et voila! He can be your boyfriend instantly that of course if he enjoyed what you've done to him. Now all you have to do is perfect your skills while waiting for that pouncing moment and everything will be A-OK.

Rx: Weekly Prescription - Hunkalicious Babe-lium (Overdosage is allowed)

Did jo-han-dle it well?

Just so you know:

Nick: Johan
Age: 29
Zodiac: Pisces
Ethnicity: Slovak
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6'


An exclusive gay porn star for Bel Ami,





Johan admitted being bisexual yet most in his films he's versatile. He is a bright, charming and witty guy that you would like to be your boyfriend or husband and show to your folks. For me, I just love those green eyes and those yummy lips, I drooled over him the first time I saw one of his videos "Lucky Lukas". BTW, he earned the GayVN Hall of fame award yet chose not to do any more porn movies. Oh that's so sad......well he's still with Bel Ami though as the force behind-the-scenes only.

In 2002, young as he is he became the general manager for Bel Ami in Europe



and write



his own blog "Johan's Journal". Where he talks about projects and just about anything that the Bel Ami models focus their time in and out of the camera.

The power of thinking: inner beauty

"I will take care of my need to look beautiful. Commit myself to make new friends, socialize and indulge on my senses. I won't let anyone take me out of my pleasures."