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22.8.07

So, why the title "Breaking Barriers"?



Although I already have three entries, I feel the need to expound the reason why I have chosen these title for my blog. Well, also partly because one of my friends here in Dominican Republic have asked me that question. And I guess I owe you that explanation too......

Believe it or not, I was never a pampered child neither did I had a silver spoon in my mouth when I was born. I had my shares of pain and hardships growing up as a gay, much worse treated by the whole clan as the blackest in the herd of black sheeps. But I didn't think I was a loser but instead I set afoot to break those barriers that were blocking me from reaching my goal, hence the catchy phrase "Breaking Barriers" for my title.
Each one of us have their own barriers to break (feel free to explain yours here in the comments section). Heck! I still face them until now, but when I look back and reminisce things I have done and achieved, it gives me a new perspective of what's ahead of me. Re-analyze how I can tackle it and by the end of the day, a resolution has been reached and am all ok! Think about that, I know you could break yours too and reach whatever dreams you have.

19.8.07

As The World Turns.....Queer







I just found this cool soap opera clips from YouTube and I am immediately hooked by it. Don't know why but I was really into it, well it isn't obvious that I started collecting clips from the said soap opera and started googling. And here's what I came up:

(1) It is the 2nd longest running American soap opera that started way back in mid 50's.
(2) The soap opera is being shown in channel CBS.
(3) Currently, their acting out a love triangle story between Luke - Noah - Maddie.

The last info is what really have drawn me. I found that the actor , Evan Vanfossen Hansis, playing out Luke in the opera won an Emmy award for the role.




He portrayed it convincingly, and his object of affection is Noah Mayer played by Jake Silbermann.




Well, they're a match made in heaven, I just wish they really are a gay couple. And their kiss (Whewww! hot hot hot!) was the first one ever in the daytime American boobtube, and the most watched vid in the YouTube. But don't just take my word for it, you better watch it. You wouldn't mind me skipping the faghag in this would ya? I am such a Biatch. Heheheheh!!! Enjoy!!!

16.8.07

Jesse does not love Ivri



THE ARTIST

Ivri Lider is an Israeli singer coveting the "Male singer of the Year" and has sold 160,000 copies of his album. He spoked of his homosexuality to a daily newspaper that attracted many people. Recently he came out with this single "Jesse" which has the lyrics below. I find this song very endearing because it has captured the feelings of every gay in the world. I myself have fallen in-love to someone (his initials were RC)too. Only fate knows if we'll ever cross our paths again.

THE SONG

I love a boy named JesseBut

Jesse doesn't love me back

He says he has a girl named Chelsea he wants so much

I love a boy named Jesse

But Jesse doesn't love me back

He says he's insecure about what he feels and what he wants

What he feels and what he wants...

But every time he smiles at me

I know we are the same

And that he'll change his world for me

If he just knew my name

There's no need for you to say you saw the life they chose for me

For me...

I love a boy named Jesse

But Jesse doesn't love me back

He wants to kiss and go to bed but he doesn't want to talk

I love a boy named Jesse

But Jesse doesn't love me back

He says he's straight and all that stuff is only in my mind

Only in my mind...

All I can hide

I'm doing fine

But every time he smiles at me i know we are the same

And that'll he'll he change his world for me

If he just knew my name

There's no need for you to say you saw the life they chose for me

For me...

I love a boy named Danny

But Danny doesn't love me back

He says he has a girl named Chelsea he wants so much

I love a boy named Danny

But Danny doesn't love me back

He says he's insecure about what he feels and what he wants

What he feels and what he wants...

THE VIDEO

Here's the video, the one portraying "Jesse" is so cute, I wouldn't mind if I am just one of his fuck buddies:



Re-INVENT-ing Me!!!


I feel now is the time to reinvent myself. And this new blog will be my vehicle in doing just that. It would be an extension of all my secret longings and deepest thoughts. Or whatever that fancies me, no holds barred.